Tuesday, June 2, 2009

More often than not, my memory will be dragged back to the night where you called me.. It have almost been 2-3 months alrd, and yet, i still cant explain how shocked and surprised i am that night.. It just really sound unbelieveable..

Not only that, as if to add insult to injury, automatically, the night when i went over to woodlands to talk things to you will be recalled also.. I know it's something you need to do, to act like jerk and show no weakness, but by doing that, you are really killing off all my feeling towards you.. I never wanted to slap any girls before, no, never.. That's coz i really respect them.. But that night, honestly, you made me want to slap you just because of your attitude. It might be just fine for you, and if i dont know you much, i would think that you didnt enjoy it.. Sigh, see, just writing things like this, you can see how much hatred accumulated inside of me..

I always thought, breaking up with Sue is the worst.. For she just leave me alone, just like that.. And i thought, breaking up with Jac means that's that.. I will never talk to her and all anymore.. And last but not least, if we broke up one day, we still can be friend, like normal, and chat happily though we have sweeter past. But guess wad? Every single events proves me wrong.. It have almost been 2 years now, and at times i still misses Sue.. Almost 1 year alrd, and i still do small talk with Jac, asking how is she and all.. It have only been 3 months, and yet, whenever i think about you, and saw you, i cant help but feel disgusted and just cast my sight away from you.. Things are just so.....contradicting, dont u think so?

Whatever it is, i really cant care much about you anymore.. You might think that you are very pro, to find another bf just a few days after we break up, but think about it, arent u just making urself look like a no brainer bitch? Im sorry to say that, but think about, isnt it true?

There is really no way for u to read this, but if you do actually found some way, this is what i want to tell you, and this is wad u need to know.. I.....hate you..