Monday, March 17, 2008

Recently, i met someone interesting through net again.. And guess wad? She reminds me a lot of myself, it's like talking to my clone or sumthing -.- Oh yeah, her name is Vanessa (I guess that's how it's been spelled, lol!) Stubborn and cunning.. I thought no one will be as cunning in finding loopholes in talking as much as me, but well, seems like God wanted to prove me that, there is always someone who is as good as you (i dun want to use better, coz u are certainly NOT better than me.. You know who you are if u are reading this! haha!).. Well, even though you may thought that if you talk to yourself, you'll feel bored, I certainly feel the other way round.. It seems like we really have lots in common.. Ok, at least from what i found out, i can say it's a lot.. If i can find some uncommon things next time, i'll make sure i edit this post up.. :D

Doesnt mean to unearth the past memories, but, somehow, after being single, i begin to realize what all my friends said abt being "free".. I dun realize it at beginning, but slowly but sure, perhaps i think i get what it mean by free being single.. Well, maybe like wad i say, i'll juz stay put ard like this.. Savouring every single second of being single.. Perhaps, till one day, when i found my princess in shining armour (ok, beside sound so gay, there is also nth as princess in shining armour, but heck! that's how i want to write it! lol!!)



Thursday, March 6, 2008

Damn it.. Fell sick for these 2 days.. High fever and sore throat.. I somehow have the feeling that i have fever alrd 2 days ago, and yet, i still go and swim with Frank and my cousin.. Came back from that swimming session, i start feeling cold liao.. And, voila, lie down on the bed for 2 whole days.. haha.. Nw recovering slowly liao

I miss the live on singapore, really.. Things in Indo are really boring.. Nowhere to go, nothing to do.. Sure, sure, seems like I'm the one that whine a lot, but hey! it is the true case..

Oh ya! I told mom abt asking my best friend, Sudono, to come over to my place.. She reject it straight, saying that it will be too bored at my place.. So, why am i so happy about it? U must be asking that rite? Haha! Instead of asking him to come over, she suggest that i am the one who GO over to his place.. And she also told me, if his parents are ok with it, she'll allow me to go for a tour with him.. DAMN!! HOW NICE IT IS!! to go to a tour with your friend.. That basically means that, you can do wadever you want out there without parents supervision.. Hehehehe *evil grin* hahahaha!!!! Well, the bad news is, it wouldnt happen till next year, but hell! 1 year nowadays feels so short alrd.. Well, juz need to ask him to ask his parents and then set the destination.. Haha!

Well, that should be all for this time.. :D



Monday, March 3, 2008

Bought my guitar set ytd.. Yeah, not the electric one i noe, but heck, i am juz a beginner, wad u want me to tell my parents?? "Dad, all beginner starts with electric one.." -.-

Today will be my 1st lesson of guitar, damn nervous sia.. I hope that i can learn fast and start playing some of the final fantasy song that i dreamt to play alrd.. Breezy, Fisherman Horizon, Balamb Garden.... Even before i start blogging this, i had alrd found all the chords (or tabs, i dunno wad they are called..) Damn, hope my fast learning skill will help in this matter.. :D

Aside from that, gym life is getting better.. No more muscle cramps!! Biceps also starts to grow up alrd.. Not only that, i manage to persuade my friend to join me for gym alrd.. haha! We also plan to sandwich in some swimming session between all gym days.. But gotta see how it goes 1st.. But main point is, it is damn relaxing liao now!! (the gym life i mean)

Well, that should be all for now.. If anything new, i'll make sure i'll blog it down..
(hey, for the future me, when u reading this, you must felt that u are childish back then rite?? But tell u wad, no, u actually dun feel childish when u blogging this down, believe me.. U blog this, becoz u want to keep the memory, not becoz u want to be childish.. :D)



Saturday, March 1, 2008

Shiro neechan left all of us already.. I cant help but feel both sad and regretful.. This really complete my bad memories abt maple already.. True, she is no more than my mere friends in maple and she might not treat me as if i am her bro and we might be bro and sis like some role-player that my friend told me,but to have someone that is older than you, it juz feel nice for me, since i dun even have elder sibling..

I still can remember, whenever i login to maple, if Sue is not online, she'll come and play around with me.. She never show any weakness at her attitude, nor does she gave up on her studies, even knowing that her life is not that long anymore.. If it were me, i have already gave up on it and start playing since then.. Neechan, i really admire your courage to continue living on.. I am really sorry that i cant say anything on the last time you come online..

Neechan, i want you to know that, even if you have gone from this world, i wont forget abt you.. Yes, honestly, you might slip out of my mind one day.. I might forget about u one day.. BUT, if i saw this post that i post, or if i saw maple poster, i will remember you.. Yeah, both you and Sue.. Seems like people that i knew from maple have really leaving me one by one.. Neechan and Sue, both of you, you guys will always be in my mind.. Thx for all the wonderful times that u guys gave me instead of boredom..

Once again, neechan, i am sry to unable to be there when you need someone to play with.. I really regret to leave u alone in maple and make no attempt to come online there as often as possible.. May your soul will always rest in peace and may God accept you and give u a position where you really deserve..