Saturday, April 26, 2008

People say "If you are enjoying what you are doing, you will surely feel that time flies" Guess that really applies for me..

School have not been easy for these past 3 weeks.. All we learn about is only computing, computing, and more computing.. Amazingly, while i'm weak in VB in year 1, i manage to perform in java in year 2.. I really hope that at least i can manage to excel in at least java this year..

Aside from studies, seems like the class i'm in now is not bad at all.. The bonding happens in a very fast rate.. Real fast.. I'm nt sure whether this is juz becoz we are too used to changing class, or we really are good in finding friends.. Wadever the case is, i began to found my "group" of friends that i can hang out with in sch already.. The best amongst all is still "asshole" and Debbie.. (Yeah, if u are reading it, u deserve the title asshole :D).. He had the pic of us, if i manage to get it already, i'll upload it up, so u guys can see, which is the asshole :D

Yesterday was the 25th.. I suppose to visit "that place", but i think i'll decided to give it a rest this month.. Perhaps, those kind of memories are best to be juz kept somewhere deep and save, and not been recalled oftenly.. Maybe till next month, then i'll re-visit "that place" again..

Ah, seems like my interest abt involving in bgr thingy starts to dies off already.. Haha, i'm nt sure this is a good things, or a bad things, but seems like, if i dun worry abt this kind of things, my mind are at least clearer abit.. So, yeah, i should juz thx God for the help He gave me all along then..



Friday, April 11, 2008

Sometimes i ask myself, what is love actually? What do i actually seek from having a relationship with girls? And surprisingly, most of the time, I almost come to the dead end.. I mean, it will always be "you need accompaniances, someone who understand you and care about you and stuff" But then again, is that really is the case? I often ask myself, how many gf did my dad ever have before my mom? Is their time is like us, where we find a gf, knowing fully well that we are going to break up one day? Or is it that on their time, find a partner and going to stay together forever already?

From time to times, what my pastor ever told us, tend to come to my mind: "Perhaps, we are just not ready for the relationship, and God have the plan for it".. Is it really true that i am not ready for the relationship? Am i really still naive and childish to really play this game seriously? Am i really still dun understand anything abt relationship? Is wad Jac told me is the truth? That i think too highly of myself abt relationship?

If there is a girl that u like very much, and you plan to tell her that alrd, but the sec before u told her that, she told u that she is actually having an eye on someone else, what will u actually do? Will u just let her go? thinking that "well, as long as she is happy with him, i am fine with it?" or should u tell her straight and try ur best and overfight that guy because u think that the girl should be the happiest with you? Until now, honestly, i still dont know, which course of action is the best one.. You might think 2nd one will be the best from the way i say it, but imagine, what if you cant make the girl happy and ends up in break up? Wont that be worse than juz stay as friend?

Perhaps, from what i said above, you can judge whether i am still naive and childish or nt.. But you know, memories scarred, and it will be there till heaven knows when.. I dun think i will easily forget all those experience i alrd have and left behind..



Wednesday, April 9, 2008

You know, if you have friendster account, you'll ever experienced someone say something like "hey! write me a testi as soon as possible k?" then if u dun want to write one, you'll start to be pestered to the point till you'll write something like "this testi is been forced to write by xxxx".. And guess wad, this is my 1st time been forced to write a blog.. Lol! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! DUN PRETEND TO SHAKE HEAD OR LOOK AROUND ALRD!! Hahaha!

Recently, made new friends through cabal.. Name's Jia Hui.. When i first noe her, thought she is juz like every normal girl.. But believe me, she is not juz an ordinary girl.. I must admit, her dedication to her NPCC squad is great.. It is really seldom to see someone who will do so much things for sumthing.. I, myself, dun think that i ever dedicate myself to something fully.. Let alone dedicate to study, playing game also sometimes nt dedicated a.k.a being hardcore -.- It's juz a pity that her physical condition cant support her burning desire and dedication to NPCC.. No, she is not disable or wad lah! wth? -.- She is juz,uh, lets say, abit weak (hey! wad else u want me to say?) Not to mention, she can get sick easily..

Well, at the beginning of the blog, i am saying something abt someone force me to write this blog rite? And the whole blog, i am only talking abt someone, so do u guys noe who force me to write the blog now? :D hahaha!



Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Wow, cant rem when is the last time i blog alrd.. Even thought lots of good things happen recently, but juz cant find the right motivation to write it down.. Oh well, anw, like i say, there is lots of new good things happen recently :D

For example, FINALLY!! 1 MORE WEEK TO SCH REOPEN!! Ok, for normal people, this should sounds crazy, i mean, who will look forward to sch reopening? Well, try having 10 weeks long holiday, and see whether u look forward to sch reopen or nt.. Haha..

Next, i also bought new laptop.. Acer Aspire 4920.. Finally, some decent laptop for me to *cough* game *cough* I MEAN, WORK with =X haha! Played Cabal without lag!! NEW LAPTOP FTW!! :D

K, that should be all i guess.. Gotta call my friend and ask him on where to meet up for chalet and stuff nw.. Cya on next entry then..

Signing out,
Shiroi Oogami