Friday, May 8, 2009

I guess this will be my last post here.. Why u ask? Coz i'll be changing my blog, that's why.. All thanks to missy ong aka shermin.. Well, the idea of changing is we agreed that we are going to leave our past behind and start something afresh together.. No no, not that kind of together.. just plain normal together -.- It's kinda good, coz i get new accompaniance to actually leave the whole thing behind. What to left behind u ask? Those stuffs like about mt? Those are the bad memories.. Or maybe i will dump all my sadness in this blog, whereas, anything good, it will be on my new blog, im nt sure yet, but i'll see how it goes.

Class was fun today. It's sales management, what u expect but fun? :D Not as exciting as last 2 weeks though.. I dont know why.. Maybe its just like what i told zakia, suddenly i just felt like i dont have any motivation to get excited anymore.. Speaking of zakia, she skipped school halfway today! Guess the reason? On 2nd thought, no, u wont be able to guess it. The ever-calmed-no-temper zakia, cant take her group nonsense and finally get pissed off!! Imagined that! I cant even imagine what her team mates do.. =x Tsk tsk, u guys = dead.. U dont know who u just messed with :D

I dont think im going to post any long msg or anything alrd here.. Nth much to talk abt anw.. Oh, and guess wad? This is my last post, cum the 90th post.. Nice eh? :D

I was suppose to start afresh alrd since long time ago, and i kept telling myself that i can make it again and again. But as you might have see, from times to times, i still get to recall stuffs abt us or you. I just really really hope that, by moving blog this time, everything will start really afresh.. I am determined to forget about u alrd this time..

Ps: i was listening to heavenly day by aragaki yui, and it kinda reminded me of us on the theater on the bay. That's like one of our song.. What goes through my mind when we listen to it initially on the past is "such a sad song.. I'm quite sure this kind of things wont happen to us" but apparently, i was wrong.. I would really like to share a line of the song that really touches me..

"..kaisatsuguchi de ienakatta iitakatta
“arigatou”tte kotoba wa tabun
“sayonara” yorimo kanashii kotoba ni omouno"

"I couldn’t say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
That I feel “Thank you” are maybe words
much sadder than “goodbye”"

It indeed pains more for me to say thanks rather than say goodbye now.. But i think this got to end somewhere.. Maybe it's still hard for me, but i really will try my best to say goodbye.... Bye..