Thursday, May 7, 2009

Hmm, been a while since i post. Nothing much happened on Tue and Wed anw.. Except that i experience my 1st time skipping on tue. Well, it was marketing and i was sleepy. And not to mention Tiong tempt me.. Wad could i say? =x Met Shawn, Jon and his wife at the afternoon.. It was......FUN! Haha! they really can talk lots of crap.. Haha!

Wed is quite boring though. Went back to school to meet FYP advisor and do some of the stuffs that need to be done regarding FYP. Went back home after that alrd though. Was listening to radio and 987 FM actually throw this question to win a SE phone: "what is the meanest thing that u ever done to ur ex to get back to them?" And that actually make my mind race back to 1-2 months ago.. Mm, the planning and everything! haha!!

I know i deserve a slap, but recently, my emotion get a bit unstable again. It's like, my resolve starts to crumble bit by bit.. I begin to start to recall about events with her and all.. And everytime that happens, i'll just suddenly get quiet and just look away frm whatever i looking at.
It's quite sad actully....sad? wait, no, it's more like.......disappointment.. And nope, not to her, but rather, to myself. I mean, i told myself, not to recall abt it anymore and stuffs like that. But it's like my inner self will always try to "steal-a-peak" on the past whenever im nt aware. At times, i actuall thought "i wonder...when i was recalling back like this, will she recall back about our times also?" What you guys think? Well, what i think is no, she wont..if she's going to recall, wont it be her memories with her "latest" bf, and that will be ben isnt it? Kinda sad and pathetic, i know. I just really hope by blogging this down, it helps to cure a bit. It's still bugging me now, but i do hope after a good night rest, i can go to school with a skip in my step again.