Thursday, April 2, 2009

Wew, end of the day finally.. Been a long and tiring day today.. Was in shop for most of the day today (like its gonna change next time -.-), lots of our order came today, and me and the rest of the employee, almost literally work non stop to juz arrange the stuffs and all.. Quite fun though, at least it's kind of form of sports =x haha!!

Had a great argument with my mum juz now.. Same old same old.. I always told people, when argue, who lost his cool, he lost the arguement, and that's the way i kinda win over ben in his stupid flame war.. But honestly, i think ben really really should learn from my parents.. I mean, seriously, no matter how cool am i, they will confirm make me blew my steam off at 1 point.. and i mean ALWAYS!! Ah well, at least the issue is gone now alrd..

Talking to Sud now as im typing this blog.. He raised an interesting qn actually.. Ah, how i miss him... Damn you for not coming back to sg this year!!

==================================Day 13 after break up===================================

Wew, wad a bad number... Oh well, i find it particulary weird, when im stuck in Indo now and stuck in Indo 1 month ago.. 1 month ago, days passed so lightly with me only thinking abt you occasionally, spent most of my time with Tim and all.. And now, after we broke up, almost everytime i'm doing nothing, my mind will always race back to the time when we are together.. Haha, does that mean i really took u for granted last time?

I really feel like recording wadever you ever said last time, so that i will not forget it.. I cant remember much now, but perhaps, i'll keep on editting it till i can record most of it.. Here goes then (and it wont be in chronological order, so future me, try to link it up yourself, ur past is too lazy to edit it -.- Anw, if your feeling to her is true, you shouldnt even forget which goes 1st -.-):

She says "You are bored? What about accompanying me study then?! Wait, how does that will cure ur boredom?"
She says "I'm sorry, i really cant say I love you yet.. I promise i will though, one day"
She says "I always feel so special whenever i'm with you.. Thank you"
She says "You know, you know, I want us to be the ultimate couple!"
She says "Do you know why i didnt want to just get into relationship with you like how i get into 1 with my ex?? Coz that is mistake and I dont want us to be mistake"
She says "....and i'm not ready to lose you yet"
She says "Ooh! I cant wait for 2mr's sakae sushi's buffet!"
She says "When you ask me whether i want to cry or not just now, it's like within me, i know you really understand about me"
She says "Idk, it's not you.. Im just really tired of all this.. I just want to be single... And you'll ask me why im with ben then? it's becoz *******(no, im not gonna say why she's with ben -.-)
She says "Dont kiss me.. Just think about it as i hate you"
She whispers "I want to be your gf" (fine, for this, i'll give u chance, the future me -.-.. It happens on mrt, and it's the last day of her O's and you were late to school and only went for the 2nd meeting.. Coz i really really really dont want you to forget this..)
She says "well, i guess i'll talk to you again....on 2 weeks time? :)"

I think this is all i can remember for now.. At least, it's not a mind burden for me anymore, for i know, i can always refer to this if i want to remember abt her ;)