Monday, April 20, 2009

They sing "It's a new day, but it all feels old.." And I certainly feel so too.. Today's totally brand new day, but somehow, it doesnt feel like much different from ytd.. Well, let me just sums up today's event again then

Woke up early today, which is not a good move, for i slept quite late ytd.. Not as if i want it but the stomachache is really killing me.. Rushed to toilet and relieve the pain and i was amazed or rather shocked, for it is diarrhea.. It causes me to visit the toilet like 3 times.. And after those ping pong, i decided that im not going to sleep back and that's around 7am.. So, i went to bathe and pack my things up, and called zakia, see whether she want to meet up before class starts or not.. She's on bus alrd, and she said she'll be reaching in 40 mins time, so i thought i still can make it.. But when i just reached j8, she called me and told me that she's reaching in 5 mins alrd.. So, we agreed that we'll juz meet in canteen later on..

Events after that are pretty stupid.. I was sitting around with zakia waiting for sinting, wj and young to come before we go to class.. Sounds pretty normal, BUT things is, i dont know that they are C group and im B group.. That means, my class start at 915 and theirs start at 10.. And i still thought i wont late for my 1st day.. I only enter class at 940, whereby everyone is like doing FMT alrd by then.. Oh gosh....

Shermaine said she's coming over to RP to help out in SYF in trcc, and i really really wish i can meet up with her, but the change of schedule of break and all in RP really cause me cant even have some relaxing time.. I mean, all I can do is eat lunch, and when i look at the time, i only have 30 mins left to complete my project.. How frustrating is that?? Argh! Sry Shermaine.. =x

I was so bored in 3rd meeting that i was looking around FB and saw mt and ben break.. (*ssh* this is suppose to be secret only, do not leak it out.. I mean, seriously, dont).. So, i went to ben blog to see how he take it.. And to my amazement, he take it by mocking me! haha!! He was like "well, at least im not being an idiot who do counting up and wadever shit.." or "do you think ur gf going to love u back if u keep doing that?" Now now, let us study about some psychology qn.. What will he be thinking when he's typing that? Think....Think...Think....Anyone get it? Well, idk what u guys got, but to me it seems that after break up, he cant take it easy, so he want to post some emo shit, BUT he cant, coz he mocked me before for being emo.. So, what can he do?? Yes, he can act heroic, and act uber tough and most prolly thinking "no, i cant type something like him! I must be stronger than him! I must look more braver than him! esp after i'm juz a puppy who can bark and not bite!!!!" well, ok, most prolly he wont think abt the last part....BUT I DO!! :D:D What i just do is, tag him with my nick (which i find it weird since he's not tagging me back in my tagboard) saying "woof woof, little puppy barks a lot in it's own cage eh? :D:D" Aww, he's cute... Really.. Guess i found out why mt like him alrd... I mean, who can resist a puppy??? Well, though in this case, this puppy looks a bit retarded and barks a lot though.. Kinda irritating actually..

Met up with CG for dinner later on.. Christon need some help with installing *cough* pirated *cough* game.. And seems like he got difficulty on the crack part.. I didnt manage to help him throughout though, coz Amy wanted to talk to me abt mt's case.. She really want to make sure that I'm fine alrd.. Thx for the concern really, and i really appreciate it, thought it's like 2-3 weeks late though.. Haha! But i do enjoy talking to her just now.. It's like suddenly I can be so frank to her.. What i dont understand is that she said it's perfectly fine and perfectly normal for mt not to talk to me now and it's the best for us.. This kinda crashed with my thoughts that i had all along.. I mean, break alrd means cant be friends? As in, i dont care whether mt want to talk to me or not at this point of time.. She can just do wadever she want and i wont even care, but what i care is, the philosophy that she shared crashed with mine.. Well, perhaps she have reasons to said that, or maybe she can just see things differently from me..

Reach home after that, and after bathe, all i know is i fell into deep slumber.. And when i woke up, there's a few sms from shermaine and kristy.. And for the 1st time, me and shermaine chatted for quite a while, and it's a very pleasing evening.. You made my evening! :D

==================================Day 29 without her===================================
Mm, through you, I learnt much stuff alrd and i really had lots of fun alrd.. And im gonna thank you for all of that.. I mean, without you, i wont travel around singapore and have fun wherever we went.. And not to mention, i wont know Ben, who is somehow is very easy to be provoke whenever im feeling bored.. He really is a good entertainer.. And for that, im sorry to say such things abt ur bf, i guess.. But it really is true!! Oh Ben, you gonna read this too arent u? Thanks a lot man!! :D Ah doesnt matter.. Anw, Amy told me that you are going to move to NP's CG alrd.. Wish you have fun there and be able to make new friends yeah? ;)