Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Hello Hello!! I'm back again on the evening!! Haha!! So, i'll juz sums the day fast, since i cant stay online in inet for too long :D

So, i stopped on lunch juz now, so after that, not much happen actually.. I went down (yes, again..) to tend the shop, and at 1pm, my instructor came.. Hmm, it's nissan today.. Steering wheel is a bit....light? And the gear 1 acceleration (or wadever u guys wanna call it) is kinda...shaky.. Ah well, but once changed gear, it moves smoothly.. Quite a good car actually.. Perhaps it have been too long since i drive, i made quite some mistakes during turning.. Ah well, 5 more meetings to go.. Hope by then i can drive a car without me need to go hospital and have thousands of stitching -.-

After driving lessons, nothing much happen than just lifting some stuffs up and down the stairs juz to arrange them.. Supervise the employee loading things up for out-of-town trips and all.. Basically, im kinda the master of warehouse =x except perhaps, i'm more practical than my dad (practical in the sense of lifting stuffs myself also and all.. Lol!!) Cant let my parents know, else they really will kill me for doing that -.- Meh

Anw, anw, lots of people ask me not to do the "count-up" alrd, saying it'll juz make me more emo, well, lemme get this thing clear, No, i am NOT emo-ing when i'm recalling them.. For goodness sake, I'm juz recalling them for the sake of recalling.. For the sake of memories, cos honestly, i cant and i DONT want to let it go.. Read my much much previous post and u'll learn abt someone called Sue.. She's special, and so does MT.. (Jac, well, we kinda broke up..coldly and we also dont have much memories =x).. So, i'll juz cont my "count-up" :D:D

==================================Day 12 after break up===================================

It was a boring afternoon just now, and i ransack my whole phone to find some entertainment, and i came across some of the msges u sent me last time that i saved.. 5 entries on 1st July and 1 entry on 5th Oct.. Diff days, diff months, same msg meaning.. And i try to ask myself and compare you back then and compare you at present time.. I dont mean to make you look bad or wadsoever, honest.. But i really have no idea what you are doing now.. You said, you just want something new, i said (after i compare you back then and now) you are just trying to do a bungee jumping with wadever rope you can find.. Hey, ben, listen, no, i have nth against you when i'm writting this, k? This is just my opinion and comparison, so chill ur head off -.- dont need to get so worked up.. So, why i say so then? It's because, last time you still be able to use words like "So, why i didnt just get into relationship with you like how i go into 1 with my ex then? Coz last time is mistake, and i do not want us to be mistake" (1st july) or something like "Coz i do not want to settle for the less" (wad u say most of the time) and all things like that.. Somehow, i cant picture you as the "looking for the perfect guy" type of girl anymore, now instead you become "i grab whatever i can see".. Go ahead and answer "well, people change" and i'll answer "yeah, but none change to be worst than before"