Thursday, April 9, 2009

Hello Hello!! :D Gosh, i really am happy today.. Wake up late, got all the stuff i need to get, wad else can i ask for? Haha!! So, lemme get into detail then

Woke up quite early this morning, thanks to that freaking intense fight dream.. It's like those half awake, half asleep type of dream where you know you kinda awake, but the dream is still vivid and u still want to dream.. That's what happen to me today, kinda woke up, and when i'm about to deliver a high kick, i kinda kicked the wall which wake me up instantly.. Kinda retarded, i know.. Anw, that's like ard 6am indo time, and i decided to go back to sleep.. But when i try to go back to sleep, idk why and how, i kinda dreamt and thought of her again.. Meh, wad a disappointment.. Anw, after some toss and turn, i decided that im nt gonna sleep anymore, so i just woke up and watch some tv show till my dad came in and ask me to get ready for the day

1st thing we do once we are out of the house is........breakfast definitely! haha!! Yeah, well, it's kinda 11am, and i'm nt sure what to call that meal is but oh well, me and my family kinda famished by then, and we just went to have some breakfast.. Wonton noodle is wad we had (however u spell it lah hor).. Straight after that, i went over to the saloon which is just like the opposite of where we had our breakfast.. Cut my hair shorter and dye it up.. IMO, i kinda look like SS I or II of Goku.. Well, at least for now.. When it grow longer alrd, idk wad it'll look like.. HAHA.. Most importantly, i thought it's going to be boring when the dying process took place, but apparently, onlining with my phone cures it.. Thx Zakia and Young :D HAHA

It took ard 2 hours for everything to be done, and by the time it's done it's ard 2pm Indo time.. So, me and my family head to the shopping mall for the rest of my stuff.. Initially, i cant find the hoodie that i wanted :( so, we went around to find my new sling bag, which also gone from the shop alrd.. By then, im really kinda pissed coz i thought, i wont be able to get what i want anymore.. Oh, bt u know wad? He really had a great sense of humor.. We went ard the mall, finding the next item: shoes.. And in that sports store, u know what i found? The bag that i wanted from the previous shop! And to top it off, that shop offer 20% discount if i buy 2 stuffs at 1 go! So, not only i found my "lost" bag, i got yet another 20% disc for my bag AND my shoe! Woweee!! Haha!!

*tik tok tik tok* time's ard 3pm by then, and my dad said he wanna sit ard cafe for tea break, and we sat ard excelso and ordered a few.....foodstuffs? I mean, i know there is this term for it, but i cant think of it now.. so, yeah.. The food come around kinda late, and by the time we finished our food, it's ard 5pm alrd, and we decided not to have dinner anymore, for we are EXTREMELY full by then..

My watch indicate 7pm sg time, which is 6pm Indo time by the time we reach next shopping mall to find my hoodies.. Went to yet another sports station, and found this billabong jacket.. Looks nice and material's good.. So, within the next 5 min, the hoodies transfered from the hanger to the shopping bag and we decided to head back home alrd..

After some detour to get my dad's medicine and dinner (just bread and some stuffs, he said he's still hungry), we arrive home ard 7pm Indo time.. And, boy, am i tired or am i tired? 2mr's good friday (DONT LOOK AT ME IF IM WRONG, THAT'S WHAT KRISTY SAID!! =x) and in my head now, the hillsong's song called "Shout unto God" song keeps playing and playing.. It juz played in my head suddenly just like that.. Weird eh? But i like it.. haha!!

Oh, last but not least, seems like God trying to tell me something AGAIN.. This time, from a radio telecast.. It was saying abt this man, who walk around a mall and saw this jacket.. When he ask for the price, the seller say 400k rupiah, and he bargain it to 250k rupiah.. The seller keep refusing, and yet lower the price, till 285k rupiah finally.. And yet, this man still refuse it.. Then, his wife ask "Hon, are you not sad and regret that you didnt buy that jacket? I mean, it's only 25k diff only" and he said "nope, why would i? initially when i walk around the mall, i have no intention to get it.. I only have the intention to get it when i saw the jacket, and yet, i cant get it with the price I desired.. So, all i need to do is juz forget about it totally and be like how I am before i saw that jacket"

At this point, Lord talked to me and revelate to me this point "Heard that? Think about it, initially, you have not much intention either to have a gf or wadsover.. So, now you broke up, which means, she is not what you desired - a girl that also seek long term relationship, so all you need to do is just forget about her, and revert your emotion back to 1 year ago - a state where you only want some fun and chase after girls and fool around."

At this point, all i can do is just nod silently and agree with Him.. I really miss my old self, the William that said "What's a gf really for? I mean, we have friends and all to do the 'gf job'.." and stuffs like that.. I know it's nt gonna be easy to be that old self again, but im sure, if raditya can, and other people can, so will William :D:D HAHAHA!!

PS: I would really really like to include the "Shout unto God" song in this post, but indo inet slowness really prevent me from doing it.. So, if you wanna hear it, go youtube and find it.. It's really really really awesome and spirit stirring song :D

==================================Day 18 without her===================================
*tik tok tik tok* time goes kinda slow.. :( HURRY THE FUCK UP!!