Sunday, April 19, 2009

Heh, seems like i always blog 1 day before like that eh? This post is dedicated for what happened ytd, at saturday

Cant really remember what time i woke up alrd, but all i know is after i wake up, im pretty much bored and the debate within myself whether i should go for arrow or not is raging greatly.. I mean, my hunch ask me to go arrow.. In fact, it's not asking, but trying really really hard to convince me to go.. Whereas, my laziness side, really lazy to travel down to city hall and suntec all by myself.. I let those 2 continue fighting within myself, while i went to do my stuffs

Went to check facebook, hotmail and leo system.. I mean, 2 more days sch's going to reopen, might as well make sure which class am I in and all 1st.. Dont want to go into wrong class and give a bad first impression to people.. And i checked my applications in facebook and hotmail after that.. Nothing new, spam mails, spam mails and more spam mails.. What make the whole morning interesting is nothing more but exploring my new phone and smsing ppl without hesitation for i have UNLIMITED sms now :D:D

Around 11am, God locked my decision of whether should i go to arrow or nt.. Young msg me and said that he's bored.. Planned to go to watch movie, but i thought that it wont be bad to try to ask whether he want to come to arrow or not.. And to my amazement, he agrees to accompany me, but he will need to pass his laptop to his godsis 1st.. So, we were going to meet up after he done with his stuff, and if there's still time, movie, then service..

He's only done at ard 2pm and he only can arrive at bishan at 3pm, and service is starting at 430pm.. So, no more movie.. Head down to suntec and called up derek and join caregroup for preservice and the service itself.. During preservice itself, i was looking around, half hoping that she's around, though hoping she's not around too.. I mean, i thought it's going to be awkward to meet her esp since she's trying so hard to avoid me.. Well, to my amazement, she was not there, or so i thought..

Sermon was nice.. Kinda got sleepy in the middle though.. Not sure why.. I mean, the message is actually talking about my condition more or less, and more often then not, it caught my attention really well.. But that's like for a while only before i change state to sleepiness again.. I think i shall pay more attention next time =x The post service praise and worship is awesome though.. More like, all praises songs which, somehow, make me really high on that moment and forget about all tiredness and sleepiness.. I was really enjoying it, until...........i turned left, and i saw someone was wearing something like what mt used to wear.. So out of curiousity, i looked up and try to catch the face.. And to my amazement, it IS her.. She definitely look a bit different with contacts, or maybe it's something else.. Or is it just becoz it have been sometimes since i saw her? In any case, i didnt put much thought about it anymore and continue enjoying the service till the end..

Had dinner with caregroup after service.. The last time i sat at that foodcourt was like almost 1 year ago.. That time, all poly cluster were sitting together in 1 whole line of tables, but this time, since it's only RP cluster, there's only a few of us, but honestly, it was a fun session.. We left earlier than them, since Young want to take the meatballs that he ordered from Indonesia from my house.. So, we head down to bishan with the intention of taking meatballs only.. But upon arrival, it's only around 9pm, and he said it'll be boring if he's going home straight, since he have no laptop for the night.. So, we decided that we'll juz go to arcade and play till 1 hour before last bus then head to my hse and then he go home..

Arcade closed at 10pm and we were being "chased out" of the shop, and we were walking home to get Young's meatballs.....till suddenly, Young realized he left his specs in arcade.. So, he ran back to the arcade just to find that it is closed and there is no way, to go in anymore.. So, instead of going home, he decided to stayover to my place and go to arcade to claim his specs at the 1st thing in the morning the next day..

So, we arrived home, and we rested and that is when i suppose to blog down all those things that happen ytd.. But laziness got over me again, and i postponed it till now.. So, for the consistency of events and wadever crap, im gonna stop here for ytd post and blog again later at night about today's even.. Till later..

==================================Day 27 without her===================================
You do look great when I saw you.. I was just wondering where's Ben.. I mean, did he not join you for service? After service, Young actually asked me, how come Ben is not with you or whether you'll be meeting him after the service.. And what came out from my mouth even shocked me a little bit: "Dude, I.dont.care"