Sunday, April 26, 2009

Ah well, overplay and forgot to blog for the day again, but doesnt matter, i'll recap it now

Nothing much happen today, except fetching my mum from changi airport.. I only sleep ard 4am, and my dad woke me up to go to changi airport and fetch my mum.. A bit du lan, if i were to be honest.. Well, bla and bla happen... and we came back home..

Aiya, fuck it, honestly, i cant even concentrate to blog now, coz i'm wearing headset as i typing now, and tiong they all are talking crap over the skype.. And well, we juz done dota, so, my mind still about killing and all.. Well, what u expect? pub game is ALWAYS fun :D

Oh, and im kinda looking forward to the me who'll go to service 2mr alone.. As in, i always said that i'm lazy to travel down alone, but seems like He finally instill some "solitude" attitude within me, and i told the caregroup that i'm coming alrd 2mr.. So, it's like me going to travel down alone.. New thing is i think im going to join them for the fellowship.. Quite fucked up of me though, it's like as if, i lost her alrd, then i go find friend.. But then again, i dont care, perhaps this IS what He want me to be.. Like, fun time is over, time to serve Him now..

Actually, at times, i feel like want to blog about stuffs about life.. As in, like those arguments that brew within me, but i always cant.. So, this afternoon, as i came back from changi after fetching my mum, in the bus, i actually asked God about this.. I ask "Lord, why is it that i cant think about those stuff anymore?" He replied it short and sweet "For?" and that's enuff to actually make me think alrd.. Exactly, for wad? Dont i want to be just who i am instead of someone who people want me to be? So, why think abt their opinion and stuff?

Like what I've told Amy, im going to declare it once again: He indeed know me the best! I dont even know myself that well, and yet, he can read me like an open book.. He know what i need, He know what i dont need, He know how to teach me, He know everything about me.. He is indeed a worthy Father of mine.. Thx for being so patience.. :D