Tuesday, April 14, 2009

70th post!! Mm, kinda skipped 2 days of recording didnt i? Well, I can explain myself, honest!
Wj, sinting and me really had a blast in Indonesia and we really had lots and lots of food there that by the time we are back to hotel, we really really are exhausted and tired.. So, pardon me for not recording it down these 2 days.. Anw, u can juz see sc or wj's blog for the things we done in Indo for the past 2 days.. Im freaking sure that they will blog it down one..

Anw, lets start about today then.. If you want me to summarize it, i can find a very very suitable word for it: "EXHAUSTING".. If you want the details, carry on reading..

I was dreaming about something, when suddenly hell break loose.. I heard the morning call ringing and wj pick up and say "yes" or something like that and not long after that, the alarm on my phone ring.. It's like suddenly become so noisy that i cant even go back to sleep.. Want to know wad make it worse? That inicident happen at FIVE am Indo time.. I mean, i know that's the time we need to wake up, but i still cant believe im up and cant go back to sleep at 5.. Well, we get ready and all and we leave hotel at 6am when my parents came to fetch us

Had lunch in airport after that.. And head toward mrt station to meet my cousin and also go back home.. But apparently, my cousin also need to go to bishan, and she said there's a direct bus.. So, i left wj and sc alone for their "quality time" and went to take bus with my cousin to bishan instead.. I thought i'll sleep all the way in the bus, but apparently, my cousin proves out to be a really good accompaniance.. We crap almost all the way, and before we knew it, we are at bishan alrd.. That's really awesome..

Walk for a while, till i reach my block, and when i saw the bench on the void deck, it's like as if i still can see me and mt sitting there juz before i go back Indonesia last last time.. I shrugged the thought off and cont walking to the lift and finally, home! When i enter my house, I have this weird feeling as if my hse is somewhere alien and yet familiar.. Haha, that is if you guys get what i mean =x

Entered my room to unpack my stuff and when I enter the room, idk why, but it's like the emotions are back again.. Like suddenly i still cant believe i broke up with mt alrd and stuff like that.. I didnt want to put much thought about it and i went to wash up.. Well, it works, after the shower, i have that "meh,doesnt matter! She's no one alrd anw -.-" attitude back again.. Speaking abt the idc attitude, it's like suddenly I can laugh at my own patheticness last time alrd.. I mean, wad zakia say is right, wtf do I mean by travel against time while she move on alrd? How the fuck does that make sense? A hunt is a hunt, does it mean you catch something alrd, then when it escape alrd, the next hunt will be the same hunt as last hunt? -.- Haha, sry guys for giving u guys such a hard time for the past few weeks.. :D:D

To tell the truth, as i type this, and need to recall back what i done and see and feel just now, it does make me a bit melancholic again, but well, idc.. Haha

==================================Day 23 without her===================================
Im tired....of recalling and keep dragging