Tuesday, March 31, 2009

*yawn* meh, eyes almost close alrd.. It's a new day, but it all feels old, it's a good life, that's wad Im told...okay, wait, why am i singing here? But yeah.. it's 00.10am and im typing my blog?? Haha!!

I'm going to leave singapore in less than 12 hours le.. Not exactly sure, whether i shall be happy or be sad, for going back have nth much to do, stay here, other than talk with zakia and sud and *cough* have great fun with ben, nth much can be done also le.. I'll miss you guys..esp you ben.. Brush up your skill yeah? I have full faith in you de!! If it's MT who reading this, um, tell him how i argue usually, so maybe, next time he argue he use more brain than mouth.. No offense intended, honest

Ah, when i arrive Indo alrd, dont know can keep recording like this or not alrd.. But sure hope i can.. Else it's gonna be a long 2 weeks in Indo alrd.. meh..


==================================Day 11 after break up===================================

11 days alrd.. wow.. Lots of things really happens in this 11 days alrd huh? we decided not to talk, you decided to let ben to talk to me, you kp with me.. Yeah, wad ben and you said are right.. I juz cant let go.. I mean, it's only 11 days, honestly, how do u expect me to let go and move on and do wadever crap? It's easy for you to say, coz u are happy with ben and all alrd, but wad abt me? You can do it, but that doesnt mean I can do it as easily as you do it.. Memories are still fresh, on how we need to go to service and it's raining outside and the shutter to the suntec is closed.. On how you come over to bishan for lunch after ur 1st day of work briefing for lunch in yoshinoya.. On how you stand there sweetly waiting for me to come by bus.. I dont know how you do it, but i really cant juz ignore all those stuff.. Call me names, but this is who I am, and i really dont think i'm doing anything wrong by doing this..