Sunday, March 29, 2009

Wow, 3rd blogpost within 1 day.. I think other people that blog usually also not as often as me ba.. Well, i juz want to blog down what i dont want to forget loh..

Well, night time is an exciting night.. I was talking to zakia and sudono, and suddenly, i received a msg in facebook.. I thought "hmm, must be a spam mails again" and guess wad? surprise surprise, it's Ben who msg me!! 1 whole week, i cant get the burden off my mind, i cant smile, let alone laugh....until tonight! He totally make my night tonight! Wew!! You should msg me more, if you are reading this, which im kinda sure you are :D Well, you guys will be wondering, why am i so happy to receive a msg from that guy? Well...like i say, he bring me lots of fun!! We have quite a short flame war.. Comes to me and start swearing and all.. That IS a nice opening.. I swear, i never see people do opening like that one.. But he does! So, awesome dude!!

His last msg is "...which obviously I can do something about it" It makes me think, "what can he possibly do?? Burn my house? kidnap my bro? Or wad? He doesnt sound too dangerous leh.." and again, surprise surprise, guess wad he do?? He told mt about it! and in response, mt msg me "hey, heard ben msg you just now... I'm sorry that you cant take it like a man!" Wow! what an awesome and most revelating statement ever!! I really cant stop saying wow, can i? -.- But serioiusly, guys, im totally amazed.. it's like the whole thing become my fault! haha! Well, doesnt matter, I'm juz happy that i can talk to mt again, after so long.. Aaahhh, she even remembered my lines to kp :) How sweet.... ;)

Well, 7-8 days i have restless sleep.. 7-8 days i keep being depressed.. 7-8 days my mind cant stop wandering at night.. And guess wad? THIS IS THE MOST FUCKINGLY AWESOME NIGHT EVER!!! AND IM GOING TO HAVE A GOODNIGHT SLEEP TONIGHT!!

==================================Day 9 after break up===================================

Mm, kinda glad you sms-ed me tonight.. It have been so long that we actually talked.. At times i wanted to msg u again and again, but i always thought you'll just wont reply.. Honestly speaking, I'm quite disappointed that all your msg is nothing but sarcasm, words that plan to shoot me down totally.. It hurts to see you do it like that suddenly.. Your might be totally alright, you might be all strong, but i just didnt expect you can act this far to me.. I'm really disappointed, both to you and to myself.. I'm sorry that i act like jerk to you tonight.. I really am.. And please, i will really prefer you to talk to me instead of asking Ben to.. Honest.. Looking forward till your next...(hopefully not) sarcastic sms..