Sunday, March 29, 2009

I know i shouldnt blog so early in the morning, lest there'll be nothing else to be blogged at afternoon time, but I really am bored now, so i though of just post stuffs that happen between ytd's blog till now then..

Nothing much happen at night actually.. Talked to zakia, and bother her more.. Haha, thanks for being such an awesome friend.. I'm sorry that I'll need to bother you more these few days.. Kristy told me to cheer up also.. This remind me so much on how I asked others to cheer up when they just broke up.. Now, suddenly, i feel that talking is really cheap.. But it really is hard to cheer up in this kind of condition..

God, hear my humble prayer once more.. Aren't I Your precious and beloved son? Lord, this whole issue is really disturbing me greatly.. I really cant be myself in this kind of condition.. Please Lord, let me be like the guy that are able to post something like what i post in April 26th last year Lord.. Please let me be able to go through this without much suffering Lord.. I tried to solve this problem myself, and all it bring just more and more sufferings, it took me a while to realize, but now I know, only You can help me to solve this, so Lord, I come to you to ask for your help Lord.. Thank You Lord, to listen to my prayer.. In Jesus name Lord, who have died to set me free and gave me the right to come and ask for your help Lord, I pray.. Amen

==================================Day 9 after break up===================================

You slept quite early ytd night.. You only came home around 9pm and sleep ard 10pm alrd.. Tired after the whole day of excitement huh? Going out early for the service 2mr eh? I remembered the time when we went for early service and spend the rest of the day out.. It's sooo much fun.. Then we can go to theater by the bay and all.. I wonder if that's what you guys will be doing today also...

This will be all for my morning post.. I will post more if there's interesting stuff happen at afternoon time later..