Sunday, March 29, 2009

Ah, such a lazy afternoon.. Raining heavily and im pretty sleepy out of sudden. And before i knew it, i fell to deep slumber alrd.. That's like ard 2.45pm and when i woke up, it's almost 6pm alrd... In this 3 hours, Lord give me a peculiar dream, as if to put me into mt's position for the past 9 months

I dreamt that i went to this holiday trip, and I met with this girl. She's totally awesome and totally my type.. But as time passes (in my dream), i begin to realize that she is a bit irritating.. How so? Because, whenever i talked to her, trying to tell her something, she'll cut me off and pretending that she knew alrd, and most often than not, i tried to ask her out to go down buy stuffs and all (it's holiday resort, so yeah...) and yeah, she wants, but she never ask me down together.. It's as if, that she didn't realize that I'm there.. It's just as if she never appreciate me at all.. Then, i woke up...and realized it's all a dream.. Then i asked God, why You gave me this dream? Then He told me "try and search your feeling, doesn't it resembles to the way you treat mt mostly?"

She told me repititiously on how it have irritates her alrd, and i never heed it, and now i realize it is THAT irritating...

==================================Day 9 after break up===================================

There is this part, in the dream, that the girl turn out to be you.. we were sitting on a couch, like how we used to sit in theather or something.. Then suddenly, it feels like the 1st time we kissed.. You are so close and yet it's like as if there is this barrier between us.. I tried to break it and move closer to you, but suddenly you moved away just like that, and when i look again, you are nt sitting anymore and running away alrd.. Darn, i really miss the time when we are together..