Monday, June 2, 2008

I was cruising ard blogs when i finally came to ur blog.. It have been long time since i read it, and yet, whenever i read that part, i still.....sigh, idk.. Wad surprise me more is, as i read i realize i keep telling myself "no, no, that's not me.. It cant be, no" I was wondering now.. Am i really that scared of assuming and plunge to same mistake again? But why is that so?

At times, i felt so..lost, wondering whether what I have done is the best i can do alrd or is it the otherwise.. Ur worda that day....it still rings on my head.. I can even still make words per words out of it.. It'll always trigger me some...pain whenever i recall it..

I said "confident is good, bt over confident, my friend, is another issue" Am i actually the over confident one? But why? Why do i even have that thought back then?

Well, does it even matter now? Sigh, how i wish that, after that incident, i lost my ability to assume, bt the fact is, after reading ur blog, and ASSUME and thus i wrote this blog.. I doubt u'll even read my blog alrd, bt who noes, if u really wanna talk to me again, drop me a hint, see if i can pick it up or nt.. But i wont be assuming anymore.. Especially not to you.. I'm sry..