Tuesday, May 20, 2008

"So, you are saying that you wanna quit before u even try?" I always found myself asking that to my friends when they are asking me for some advice abt their crush.. I always asked them, are they really sure abt their decision? Abandoning who they really want for some small reason? I was so sure that, if it were up to me, i wont even think of any option such as to quit.. But ironically, fate tend to mock me right in front of my face..

No, i dun wish to do the introduction on my problem.. I prefer it to be juz me or whoever that knew abt this problem only to understand what i'm going to write

Sitting on the bus stop, listening to musics, my mind start to wander... Why is it that i am not even allowed into the competition? You know perfectly well that i wish to enter that competition badly.. Maybe it's juz me, but i even thought that you are going to allow me to participate it.. But when only i think i am ready, you disqualified me straight in my face..

Yeah, i know, who actually am I to think that i will be able to participate in the competition? A mere squire against legions of knights? I'm juz not enuff for you, isnt it? But then again, why wont u consider my determination and disqualified me instead? Is it really that i didnt show enough determination?

Skipping school, sitting down on friend's house, is this what i always want? I even cant recognize myself anymore.. Me and my friends tend to make fun of those emos, saying that they cant recover from hits fast enough.. But look, who's the emo now? Pathetic bastard..

Hmm? What am i trying to achieve, u ask? No, nothing.. I juz thought that maybe if i juz blog it down, the heavy feeling will at least been lighten up a bit..

Life is like a road we travel.. You'll meet passers by as u walk.. Some will follow you walking the same path, some will follow you for a while and when met a turn, they'll turn and leave you, and some wont even bother to walk with you.. I guess, this is the turn.. Maybe one day....we can meet each other again on the same road.. But till then...goodbye..

K, that's all about my rants for today.. Yes, you can start pointing at my face and start laughing already.. Hope you enjoy it.. Cya