Friday, May 30, 2008

Viewed Shiro-neechan blog juz now.. Sigh.. It sure brings back memories.. I never really knew her, but honestly, being her bro is sure fun..

I still somehow remember vividly, on the day she ask me to be her "godbro".. It's in Ludibrium, when we juz done PQ-ing.. Yeah, it's maple world.. I noe u gonna say it's lame and stuff, bt training up to lvl 50, brings me to know a lot of great friends.. One of them, is Shiro-neechan.. Hins, Tai, Phrozen, and many many more.. Sometime i wonder, if i go back and try to find you guys, will i actually found u guys there? Dragokado, Hins88, PhrozenHeart.. Not to mention, wolfie, KuroKuropi, Miinru, Orca... Sigh.. And also...AnGLSue.. I guess u guys led different lifes alrd huh?

Well, back to neechan.. I'm sry to not accompany u much on the last tick of my maple life.. I mean, i'm juz not myself.. Even though u hint me lots of time to come online in maple, i juz shrugged it off by saying that i am busy.. I'm really sorry for that.. Should i known something like this will happen........i would be online like everyday.. Indeed we never actually met face to face, bt memories that u left behind will always stay in my mind..

I still remember on how we play hide and seek in free market with wolfie and miinru.. I still remember where i need to hunt those soft feather for the marriage quest and how u and hins help me up.. I still remember on how we use to PQ together.. I still remember on how much time we spend on chatting in maple or msn.. I still remember everything clearly...

I'm really really sorry that i dun even noe ur exact.....departure time and date... I feel really bad abt it.. Honest.. I mean, I'm ur godbro, and i dun even noe much abt you? and not to mention, i fail to cheer u up on the final hours? I only noe it after wad? 2 months later? and now it's like 3-4 months later alrd, then i start blogging abt all these? I.... I think mere sorry juz cant cover for it, can it?

Neechan, thx for all the time.. Thx for letting me feel, how does it feel to have an older sis that care for you.. Thx for everything..

Rest in Peace neechan.. Your memories will always last in my mind..



Sunday, May 25, 2008

25th again... It's gonna be a year soon.. How long more will it actually stuck in my memory? Sometimes, i wonder.. Is it that I'm the one that choose to keep remembering about it? Or is it really stuck in my mind till now? If i am the one that choose to remember it, why so then? Does she even remember this date? On what actually happen on this date 9-10 months ago?

Ah, throat still feel a bit painful from all the shouting from ytd concert.. Gah, juz hope that 2mr it will be much better alrd!

1 more week till school holiday.. Told my parents i'm not going back to Indo alrd.. 2 weeks holiday.. Hmm, gotta start planning with Deb and Ryan on which days to meet up and REALLY discuss on PP (I noe both of you are going to read this one day! So when?!?! Lol) 2 weeks = 14 days, 3 days will be gone for chalet, left 11 days... Hmm.. Lets make full use of those 11 days for something.. Haha

Ah, apparently, i also didnt go back to that place for this month eh? How i hope one day she is back here again, and i will bring her to that place and tell her that that is the place that i have been waiting on for her... But, well..... Sometimes, dream will juz remain as dream

Juz came back from Hillsong United concert.. nt sure i should still be excited or pretend (wait, pretend? -.-?) to be dead now.. Tired and hungry.. Gah.. But honestly, the excitement still linger in me.. Ah, juz cant wait till next Zone event again.. Anw, let me juz briefly blog down the activity juz now before i forget about it..

Met up with Derek and the rest at around 1pm.. Thought me and my friend gonna be late already.. The sad fact is, the Zone is only starting at 6.30pm -.- So, 2 of us roam around expo, checking out food fair and stuff.. Went back to the holding area at around 4.30 and start to sit down and wait patiently (yeah right, with all the complaining, i wonder if u can call it patiently or not).. The concert area finally opened up at 5.45.. Went in to find seats on floors and wait for the rest of the groups to fill the hall in.. WOW! 3/4 of the whole big hall is full!! Some briefing were made, and Hillsong made their way to stage ard 7pm++..

Whole hall explode with cheer and shouts.. We were all so excited abt them coming to singapore.. I mean, immagine, usually u listen to their songs only from itunes or ur mp3 player, now you can see how they actually do it LIVE.. Songs per songs were been played.. Whole hall was shouting out the lyrics to sing along.. It was juz so....much better compare to normal arrow service (nt like as if it is nt good enuff though).. Even when they decide to call it a day alrd, we still shoutings for encore.. They brought us 2 more songs.. One way and i'm-not-sure-wad's-the-title-call song.. Bid them farewell and juz hope that they come to singapore again next year.. haha!

Arrived home at ard....12.15am.. Phew.. Expo till Bishan...is juz really really long journey -.- getting ready to had my dinner and next....DOTA!!! Oh yeah, nothing is better compare to seeing bloodbath of ur enemy been slayed one by one by you.. Gonna try new gay combo with my friends later (ie. perma bash combo by am and troll, and mass image by naga and dark seer)
Well, better bathe and get ready now then.. Missed 1 match alrd, dun wanna miss another one now..

Call me game freak all you want, but YOU are the one that cause me to change back to this state after i tell u i wanna cut down my gaming.. Anyway, doesnt really matter nw anw wheter i cut down or nt, does it? Ah well, juz take care then..

Ok, cya guys till next post :D



Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Weew, juz came back from whole day out -.- I realize that my this new class is a very darn good class.. Honestly, I love all of you.. Thx for all the concern.. By Thur, I will recover (or at least, TRY) alrd..

Whole day been scolded by friend coz emoing.. Well, i tried not to, but can i really help it? -.- But, hey, thx for all the scoldings man.. At least it still keep me on the land of "sanity".. To rid my emoness, i thought i can juz have fun throughout the whole day to dispel the thought away.. Started my day by playing warcraft.. Whole morning sit down in front of my com, doing nothing but slaying mystical creatures and fugly little orcs.. Woke my friend up at 12pm++, went out to have lunch and some arcades.. Guess wad? My Tekken skill increase already! I used to think that Asuka is so though to use, but LOL! she is juz soooo irresistible (yeah, both her looks and her skills :D) Okok, back to the story.. So, watched movie at 5++.. Then went pasar malam in TPY to get my supper and beer for late night gaming spree later.. Called my best friend in Australia, talked to him abt all the troubles.. Gave me quite lots of advices.. Thx bro..

It have been almost 24hr, or even 24hr++ since i emo, and i havent recover from it? William......You disappoint me.. Get a grip of yourself man! Pull youself together! Isnt that wad you always said to all ur friends when they are emo? Why does it sounds so ironically now? You R-TARD!! JUZ RECOVER FASTER LAH!! -.-

"So, you are saying that you wanna quit before u even try?" I always found myself asking that to my friends when they are asking me for some advice abt their crush.. I always asked them, are they really sure abt their decision? Abandoning who they really want for some small reason? I was so sure that, if it were up to me, i wont even think of any option such as to quit.. But ironically, fate tend to mock me right in front of my face..

No, i dun wish to do the introduction on my problem.. I prefer it to be juz me or whoever that knew abt this problem only to understand what i'm going to write

Sitting on the bus stop, listening to musics, my mind start to wander... Why is it that i am not even allowed into the competition? You know perfectly well that i wish to enter that competition badly.. Maybe it's juz me, but i even thought that you are going to allow me to participate it.. But when only i think i am ready, you disqualified me straight in my face..

Yeah, i know, who actually am I to think that i will be able to participate in the competition? A mere squire against legions of knights? I'm juz not enuff for you, isnt it? But then again, why wont u consider my determination and disqualified me instead? Is it really that i didnt show enough determination?

Skipping school, sitting down on friend's house, is this what i always want? I even cant recognize myself anymore.. Me and my friends tend to make fun of those emos, saying that they cant recover from hits fast enough.. But look, who's the emo now? Pathetic bastard..

Hmm? What am i trying to achieve, u ask? No, nothing.. I juz thought that maybe if i juz blog it down, the heavy feeling will at least been lighten up a bit..

Life is like a road we travel.. You'll meet passers by as u walk.. Some will follow you walking the same path, some will follow you for a while and when met a turn, they'll turn and leave you, and some wont even bother to walk with you.. I guess, this is the turn.. Maybe one day....we can meet each other again on the same road.. But till then...goodbye..

K, that's all about my rants for today.. Yes, you can start pointing at my face and start laughing already.. Hope you enjoy it.. Cya



Monday, May 19, 2008

The time shown was 5:48am, and here am i, sitting in front of laptop, cant even manage to sleep due to high bloodlust, thx to dota.. Cant really say in a very good mood nw when i'm blogging, lost the match before we decided to call it a day(or night.. wadever)..

Anw, this post is dedicated to, Gina (yeah! Happy that finally u are mentioned here? -.-? Lol!)

Guess wad, Gina and me have quite a lot of similarity.. Even our bday is damn freaking close.. Only diff by 1 day.. Haha.. Mine's at 6th, her's at 5th..

Hmm, "bad things" abt her arh? :
-Total Slacker!
Haha! Immagine! She is at work and yet we can chat for whole day.. Can even walk ard
TM with friends summore.. Haha! I WANT TO TALK TO UR MANAGER!!
-Day Dreamer
According to herself, regardless of wad is she doing, she can juz stop and suddenly day dream
This is scary man, immagine if u talk to her halfway then she suddenly day dream how?
(never happen before YET, but maybe soon will happen :p)
-Spicy Intollerant (read: Cant tahan eat spicy things)
Complain on the slightest taste of spicy things.. Zinger fish of KFC and yet she was complaining
abt to spicy.. I wonder wad will happen if 1 day i bring her some of Indo food.. Haha! :D

Okok, here is the hardest part: Her good point.. -.-
I really need to think hard for this....Ok, here goes:
-Friendly
Yeah, i dunno which part of her is friendly lah (everytime talk, confirm got scold people idiot or
wad one loh -.-), but yeah, well, i can juz feel that she is quite friendly lah..
-Smiles and laughs alot
Ok, u might think that she is insane coz she smiles a lot, and you are right!!! Hahah! joking
joking.. But honestly, she can laughs on slightest joke i crack.. This encourage joker and lamer
like me juz to crack more jokes.. haha!
-Nice to talk with
Idk, but it juz seems like wadever we are talking abt, confirm will tally one.. Lol! Too much
similarities perhaps? But anw, like wad i have said, this makes us grow non-bored even we chat
from morning all the way to night

Ok, i squeezed my whole brain juz to balance the good and the bad alrd, so dun complain hor! haha! So, yeah, that's all for now ba.. :D Anw, Gina, no, u cant hate me more than i do, coz i hate u more than you do 1st liao.. Haha! So yeah, perhaps i should stop staring at com screen now and get to bed alrd.. Nitez all



Thursday, May 15, 2008

Argh.. Things juz wont work well for me huh?? Everytime i thought i am doing fine alrd, things will fucked up.. Is this something like a test for me or sumthing??

Anyway, today was quite fun.. The fucked up faci of Web Multimedia study finally had some bus accident and died on spot.. Ok, i lie abt that part, he juz been changed with new faci.. And trust me, this new faci is much more fun compared to the freaking bus driver.. Jokes a lot sia..
Sigh, even though i set my mind to do work for today alrd, seems like laziness and ignorance overwhelm me easily.. Haha.. Ends up depending on teammate for today grade again.. Sorry guys.. I promise i'll try to be better again next week..

UT for web mutimedia today.. Lol! everyone was busy studying juz nw, while i still happily checking on my script game kingdom and neopets (yeah! i play it.. You play it? SPARE ME MESOS!!).. Ends up, from 30 minutes test, i done it within 10 min.. I dunno whether i am brave or am i juz plainly stupid.. But that's that, i didnt study, and i didnt even feel worried abt it -.-

Came back hme juz nw, thought that wanna rest up and stuff 1st, coz these few days, really have a major problem in lack of sleep.. Ends up, only took 10-15 min nap nia, then my bro wake me up and ask me to have dinner.. Gah.. After dinner, i cant even continue to fall asleep anymore lah.. -.- So, here am i, di siao-ing Gina when she trying to study and blogging..

When chatting with Gina juz nw, recalled back the time when with Sue and Jac.. I noe i tell myself i'm not gonna get involved in the big game ie.BGR thingy, but sometimes, to have someone there so that you can share your problem and understand you and be able to cheer u up sounds really nice.. Not that as if i dun have friends or wad to share.. But some certain things, juz cant be shared to friends, can it? Ah.. Perhaps i shouldnt gave this kind of things too much thought and juz relax and enjoy the day..

Well, that's for nw.. Perhaps, i might reconsider updating blog to daily basis again.. But that's still consideration.. Well, till next post then.. Cya

Monday, May 12, 2008

Celebrate Ivy's bday in classroom today! Haha, went to bought cake with Ryan and Debbie at morning, 1st break time.. Put it down on 7-11, and we head back to class alrd.. We only celebrated it at 2nd break.. It was so much fun.. I cant rem how long ago did i sang happy bday song till this morning.. Guess this class is really special huh? to be able to make me even sing the song.. Haha!

Today lesson was a drag.. Networking... I wonder when then i will start to get a hang out of it..
It's another session of "ah" and "um, yeah" -.- Hope that it didnt pull my grades down very much

Dinner today on swensens.. Crap, need to treat ryan coz he FLUNK his java UT.. Wad a logic huh? hahaha! Aiya, but this kind of thing, friend friend one lah hor.. haha! Had curry chicken baked rice, with free flow drinks.. Cool.. Crap, should have take some of the pics from Ryan and start uploading pics in my blog.. K, fine, next post, it will be with pictures alrd.. Haha..

So, guess that's all for today.. Yeah, i dunno hw to write it out properly, so it might sounds boring, but well, i sure have a lot of fun today.. :D

Till next post then :D



Friday, May 2, 2008

Lol, i feel like our class is getting more and more "out of control".. Haha! Imagine, we only know each other for like 4 weeks and we have like 2 night outing alrd.. Too bad i cant join the 1st outing, but the 2nd outing was fun.. We are visiting OCH (Old Changi Hospital)..
Lemme recount that whole nite detail (At least, as detail as i can)

So, Debbie, me and Ryan (yeah, he start qq-ing abt me calling him asshole at my previous post alrd) planned to meet up on Bishan MRT station at ard 10pm.. From there we went of and met Charis and the rest in TPY.. From there we set off to Changi Village at ard 11pm-12am.. It took us 45 min to reach there.. Upon arrival, we met up with 2 of our other friends.. Now, there are 10 of us already.. (ok, some of them that i didnt mention is Jeromme, Eileen, Qing Yong alias ChinaMan, Randy, Zamree, Cheng Long).. We start marching off towards the OCH when we are "complete".. Haha!

As we walk, our mind are set with all preparations when we arrive at the haunted OCH.. We start saying about how we will run when we saw what we are not suppose to see and stuff (from now on, i'll address that "thing" as clown for safety purpose of younger reader.. LOL!) like that..

Anw, we arrived there ard 1am++.. Qing Yong start his crap abt that is the "peak hour".. Yeah, for the clown -.- Yup, faced with the creepy staircase towards the OCH, we start to have doubt and fear alrd.. Steps by steps we went on with full caution.. We try to stay in compact form.. But at a point of time when the "front liner" went to ahead alrd, i heard Zamree saying something from behind, and after some "investigation", seems like Debbie who is sensitive abt this kind of things, sensed that it is not safe for us to proceed since there are some strong supernatural power that pressurised her down.. We decided to call it off and tried next "entrance".. But it was to no avail, since it is too steep and impossible to climb..

Nw we faced with some dilemma.. Are we going to cancel this whole thing, or shall we juz ignore abt wad Debbie warned us and risk our life and chiong in and explore.. Conclusion was drawn up within seconds.. We decided to break into 2 groups with 2 guys to stay guard with girls outside while the other party of 6 went in to explore.. I am one of the 1st party..

So, we start all over again.. Facing the creepy stairways again.. Diff is, this time, there is nothing that can stop us from climbing up except for our fear already.. Steps by steps we went up till we arrive at the OCH entrance.. It is 1-2am and it is dark and trust me, with all those clown mind in ur head, it will creep the shit out of you.. Qing Yong, burns of 3 sticks of ciggarates, using it to "appease" the entrance "guard".. After that, we sayed some prayer and some permission words to the "owner" before we take one big breath and went inside..

The feeling is totally different once we went inside.. From super creepy to creepy level.. Yeah, u didnt read wrong, it is still creepy, but nt as creepy as before.. My goosebumps also start to chill down already.. Randy, who said that can sense things better than Debbie, decided to take lead and start the "tour"..

Inside, the tiles and everything is scattered around.. Juz the typical abandoned haunted house that you saw everyday in TV, the only diff is: You are not feeling it when u are watching it on TV.. As we walk, more and more graffities can be spotted.. It was not normal "[enter your name here] was here!!!!" type of graffities.. What you can see inside is like "This way to 666" or "Welcome to Hell!!" or "Look closely, you will see the unseen"..

After some round of walking and exploring inside, we start to walk back already.. Filled with panic and fear (and perhaps maybe the air inside is damp and hot also, or so is what we like to think), once we went out, we are perspiring like mad.. Another quick prayer to apologize if we disturbed anything, we head off downstairs alrd..

2nd party head out, and i'm staying back to "guard" the girls as i cooldown.. This time, they took longer since they explore more place.. They took ard 10-15 mins.. Now story telling time by Randy (ya lah! he is the one that can sense better than debbie, dun need scroll up liao -.-)

"Ok, before i start anything, i want you guys to trust me that all of you here are save already" he started off.. He shared that he saw 3 red chairs, with clowns that watching us but didnt do anything.. He also shared that he was actually been followed by red spirit ( there are diff type of spirits, red one is revengeful one) and he was abt to die if he crossed a door that he is nt suppose to cross.. That is what he experienced from 1st trip.. From 2nd trip, he shared that he saw a malay girl wearing yellow tudung (tudung is those muslim girls wear one).. Those stories really freak the rest of us up..

OK, it might not sounds scary nw, bt believe me, it was scary back then.. After that, nt much things happen alrd.. We slack off all the way till 6am and went back alrd..

So yeah, that's my ghost hunting experience and class bonding event that we host up this last tue 29/30 April 2008.. Scary and exciting, those are wad i can say..