Sunday, February 3, 2008

3rd of February 1:55am.. It have been 2 months and 10 days.. Fun and not fun, mixture, kinda.. It have come to end though.. We have officially break up.. She told me everything i need to know, I also told her everything i should told her also.. No matter what I do now, it will be too late already..
why will breaking up will always being so painful? Juz how many girls have i made crying? This is where i kept my memories, I hope this memory will be kept and preserve like how it deserve..

I learnt a lot of things for the past 2 months.. Not only for my skill improvement but also attitude improvement.. Lots of things to be typed out if I need to type it out.. But anw, that's more like over.. Maybe her friends are true, maybe I am just some bastard that dun recognize luck when it is in front of my eyes.. I marked a lot of places with memories, and i am pretty sure, whenever i saw those things or objects again somewhere, someday, it's gonna bring back my memories.. Both bitter and sweet one..

I,sigh, dun think that in a condition to continue writing.. A lot of things i want to record down, but, my mind are juz so jumble up that i cant think anything straight.. Gimme sometime, maybe i'll sort it out and re-write again next time..

2 months and 10 days.....time sure flies huh? Thx a lot Jac.. Really,thx.. and I'm sry...