Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Stop asking me on how my days are! Lemme ans you once and for all, it sux.. Honestly, sometimes i even ask myself, what is the purpose of me continue going against all these problem? Is there something that wait for me behind all these troubles? Is there something that i hope to achieve by keep continue on? I really dun have idea.. Honestly, i have a feeling that i'll die real early.. Is that the reason why i try to enjoy my remaining time of life?

However sweet is a grape, the seed is still bitter.. No matter how much i try to keep things fine, seems like my romance life is never going to be perfect after all.. It's nt like she never told me before, but it's only till now that i feel it.. Are we starting to drift apart alrd? It even took me and Sue longer to actually meet the end of the story, and this time, things are much much better, but why izzt changing towards the bitterness so soon alrd? Am i really that noob in this matter? SUDONO!! GET UR ARSE BACK HERE!! I think i still have a real long way to perfect my skill in this aspect.. And if i'm nt perfect yet, neither do u.. Sigh, how i miss all those times where we are exchanging problems and love theories.. Also the time where we are advising each other, thinking as if we are pros in this matter.. Well, as we doing that, we are actually improving in this aspect, arent we?? WHY U LEAVE ME ALONE?? WHY?!?! (K, this sound a bit gayish alrd -.-) But seriously, I dunno who to turn to when I face all these problem now.. Suddenly, i juz feel kinda lonely.. When we face problem, we juz have each other back then.. Sigh.. Why am I suddenly digging up all the past anw? Back to the main point, like i say i can feel we are starting to drift slowly but sure.. I really hope that things will be better, but if it doesnt, lets juz see how long this "tag-of-war" things will last.. (i dun even noe wad am i talking abt nw..) Well, guess I'll blog again next time then

Shiroi Oogami
Signing Out