Sunday, December 23, 2007

Juz done testing out my whole complete set of winter clothings.. Excited, indeed, but i'm quite surprise that not even a smile was formed on my face.. Dunno wad happen to me, but i'm kinda in "bad" mood for this whole day now.. I've been asking myself wad causes it, and i cant seems to find the reason.. Or is it? K, fine, yeah, maybe everything is because yesterday, but i have been trying to tell myself that i'm the one that think too much.. K, honestly, my point of having girlfriend or in relationship, is because, i want someone to be there for me, i know this is kinda selfish things to say, but that's the truth isn't it? Well, ytd i was kinda in need of her, but where is she? Having some fun with some other guy? Yes, yes, i didnt blame her on that, i mean, that's her friend, cant she have some private time with her friends? But, i mean, i tried to msg her and stuff, but did she even reply? I mean, how hard izzt to juz tell me that "Sry, i'm with my friend, can we talk later?" Sure, i will feel a bit.........dunno how to say it also, lol.. But at least i noe a bit on what is she doing and wad's her reason rite? But she didnt even bother on replying.. Then wad's the real point of having relationship if someone who we need most is not there for us when we need them? Sigh, like i say, this might be me thinking too much only..

Anw, for today, went out ard 8.30 am to go and have my handphone fix, but ends up playing rakion in my friend hse as i wait for him to wake up.. Start our journey only at 11-12pm++, had our lunch at koufu in TPY central.. Meanwhile, dear is at school, doing her project.. She must be having some hard time also coping up with her studies and our relationship.. How i know? I juz know it.. haha.. Well, me and my friend continue on our journey to orchard.. Found the sony centre and took the number.. when i ask how long will the service took, i was like "WTF?? 27th THEN I CAN COLLECT MY PHONE??" since i figure i still need my phone, i decided i'll go back to the center the next day, since i also will be going to japan 2 more days.. went back to TPY, played some arcade games, talk some cocks, feel bored, decided on watching movie.. Movie start at ard 1615hrs.. and it's only 2++pm only that time, so we head back to my friend's hse for a while, and then head back again ard 4++.. Watched National Treasure: Book of Secrets.. Thrilling, lack of action though, no gunfight, no exchanging of blows, might sounds boring, but it's actually damn nice.. Went back after that.. Once i arrived at hme, i was greeted with loud blast of my mom's shout.. When i juz thought that my mood is lifted by a bit, nw i found myself in "du lan" mood again.. Didnt even want to have my dinner anymore.. Took a bath after that, and then clean up my table and desk before my mom start to "bombard" me with some of her "impossible to win" arguement.. After that, chat with my dad a bit and try out all the winter clothings.. So basically, i've been talking for my whole day activities then.. Hey, chronicle, u really should keep things up for me k? I might be forgetting all these things one day, but i hope when i read up ur contents again, i can remember about how i feel currently and stuff like that k? Thx anw..